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Clara & Jack · Book 4

In the Shadow of the Storm

Prologue

They had been driving through the storm for hours. The rain lashed the windshield in gusts faster than the wipers could clear it, and each flash of lightning tore the black Tuscan landscape out of the night for the space of a blink — wet cypresses bending in the wind, the guardrail, the drop beyond it. Viktor gripped the wheel, his knuckles white.

Beside him sat Nadja, both hands cradling her round belly, as if she could shield the child within with warmth alone. Where Viktor tensed, she stayed calm. “Drive slower,” was all she said, and her voice didn’t tremble. It was that calm that had bound him to her years ago — the girl from the factory district who let no one intimidate her, not the rich girls at school and not his father.

“A factory worker? What will people think!” the old industrialist had roared when Viktor told him he meant to marry her. But Viktor had stayed where his heart was. Today, on their first day as husband and wife, they had driven through the gentle hills of Tuscany, dined by candlelight, and argued, laughing, over names for the child. None of that was left now. Only the rain, the darkness, and the road unspooling ahead of them like a wet ribbon.

The headlights came out of nowhere. Glaring, far too close, on the wrong side of the road — a second car that had taken the curve too fast and lost all control on the wet asphalt. It skidded across the lane, straight toward them. Viktor wrenched the wheel. It was too late.

The impact tore the world apart. Glass shattered, metal shrieked, something slammed Viktor’s brow — and then there was only the drumming of the rain on dented sheet metal. Beside him, Nadja moaned. He groped for her hand. “I’ll get help,” he managed, but she held him fast. “Don’t go near the engine,” she whispered, tears on her face. “It could catch fire.”

He wouldn’t let her go. With his bare hands he fought the jammed seatbelt, the buckled door, until at last he could pull her from the wreck and lay her down on the wet grass a safe distance away. “Stay here,” he gasped, stroking her cheek. “Don’t move.”

Then he heard the screaming. It came from the other car, high and shrill, and made him spin around. What he saw in the glow of the still-burning headlights froze him: behind the smashed wheel sat a young woman, pale, her face streaming with blood — and her belly, too, was round and heavy. In her fist she clutched a thin chain with a locket, as if her life hung from it.

Viktor wrenched at the jammed door until his fingers bled. “Stay awake!” he cried, and his voice broke. Then headlights pulled up at the roadside, doors slammed, strangers’ hands reached in. Together they managed to free both women from the wrecks.

In the rain that wouldn’t let up, Viktor sank to his knees. The mud soaked through his trousers, the blood ran warm over his eyebrow. He didn’t wipe it away. He had eyes only for Nadja, already being lifted onto a stretcher.

In that remote Tuscan province there was only one small clinic, barely equipped for serious emergencies. The locals relied on it often, the Ospedale San Giacomo, but it was badly understaffed. The storm had knocked out power across much of the area, and the emergency generator was just enough to run the most essential equipment. Sister Maria, an experienced nun from the nearby Convent of Santa Chiara, had been called in to help in the emergency room. Her presence brought a measure of calm to the chaos, even though her medical knowledge was basic rather than specialized.

The ambulances arrived almost together. In one lay Nadja, unconscious and bleeding heavily. Beside her sat Viktor, badly hurt himself. His right arm was broken, and a gash on his forehead sent blood running down his face, yet he wouldn’t leave her side. The emergency physician, Dr. Enrico Bianchi, a young doctor in his mid-thirties, was visibly on edge. “You too,” he said, reaching for Viktor’s broken arm. Viktor pulled it away. “Her first.” In the end they let him ride in the same ambulance, to be treated later in a separate room.

A stifling chaos filled the hospital. The corridors were dimly lit, and flickering emergency lamps threw eerie shadows on the walls. Staff like Paolo, an overworked nurse, and Chiara, a young ward sister, rushed frantically through the passages. Viktor had barely arrived before he was pulled away from Nadja with little explanation. “I have to stay with her!” he cried, straining against the hands that dragged him off, but Chiara shook her head. “We’re doing what we can,” she said curtly, and brought him to another room, where he was given makeshift treatment.

Meanwhile Nadja was taken into the only free operating room — together with the other gravely injured woman from the accident, the pale, heavily pregnant woman still clutching her delicate chain with the locket. The staff had no choice but to lay both on adjacent operating tables; the clinic’s resources were stretched to the breaking point.

Dr. Enrico Bianchi, who had been working at San Giacomo for only a few months, felt the pressure. Both women were heavily pregnant, both in critical condition, and both were losing blood fast. Beside him stood Sister Maria and Chiara, scrambling to organize what supplies they could.

“What do we do first?” Chiara asked. The clipboard in her hand rattled against the edge of the table. Dr. Enrico looked back and forth between the two patients and said nothing. Nadja, the woman on the first table, was losing an alarming amount of blood. Her body didn’t seem to respond to the rapid emergency measures, and every minute counted. But the other woman was in mortal danger too — and the baby in her belly no longer showed any sign of life.

“We have to save the baby first,” Chiara urged, while Sister Maria said quietly but firmly, “We’ve almost no time left. Decide, Doctor.”

Enrico chose the second patient and began the cesarean section. It was a critical procedure, carried out under enormous stress and with minimal equipment. After agonizing minutes, they managed to deliver the baby. But the tiny body lay motionless, despite the team’s efforts to resuscitate it. The mother didn’t survive the operation either — her injuries and the massive blood loss were too severe. Sister Maria made the sign of the cross over the dead before helping the doctor turn his attention back to Nadja.

Nadja’s condition was no better. Enrico, sweat now beading on his forehead, worked feverishly to stop the bleeding. “She’s stabilizing,” he called, and for a moment let his shoulders drop, as the first signs of improvement finally showed. Nadja’s pulse grew stronger, and though she stayed unconscious, her life seemed saved for now.

Out in the corridor sat Viktor, beside himself, while Paolo bandaged his wounds. “How is she?” he kept asking, but no one had time to give him a clear answer. When Chiara finally came out and told him Nadja was stable, his head dropped forward, and a long, shaky breath escaped him. But her next words froze him. “The other woman… and her baby… we couldn’t save them.”

That night the little provincial hospital had borne more than it could handle. The chaos and tragedy of the accident would stay with everyone involved for a long time to come.

In the haste, the flickering lamps, and the sheer state of being overwhelmed, the fateful error finally happened: the identities of the two newborns were switched. The living baby was set aside while Chiara, the young ward sister, swaying on her feet, tried to note down the necessary details. Her hands trembled, and she kept casting uncertain glances at Dr. Enrico Bianchi, who was desperately trying to bring the operation to a close. But no one really recorded the names of the women or of the baby — the emergency was too great, the time too short.

When Dr. Bianchi came out of the operating room after almost two seemingly endless hours, he was utterly spent. Sweat glistened on his forehead, and his coat was stained with blood. He saw Sister Maria, who gazed back at him in silence. Her eyes widened as he explained, in a flat voice, what had happened.

“I was able to save the one woman,” he gasped. “But the child …” He hesitated a moment, then went on haltingly, “No, I mean: this patient’s child is alive. But the other woman — mother and child are … dead.”

He ran a trembling hand over his forehead and breathed heavily. “I have to tell her husband, but … could you please do it? I … I don’t even know how to explain to him that she’ll probably never be able to have a child again. Her abdomen was so badly injured.” During the operation he had had to operate on Nadja, and he feared lasting damage to her fertility.

Sister Maria, the experienced nun from the Convent of Santa Chiara, nodded. She too seemed shaken by this terrible outcome. Without a word she made her way to the anteroom, where Viktor, only roughly bandaged and smeared with blood, sat on a bench. Beside him stood a policeman, Inspector Vittorio Rossi, an older man with thinning hair and a compassionate gaze, who had a gift for supporting people through their worst moments. Beside him stood Father Angelo, a young priest from the local parish, known for his calm and consoling manner. Both were trying to settle Viktor a little.

“Is my wife alive?” Viktor stammered the moment he caught sight of Sister Maria. He had already half risen from the bench, his bandaged hands pressed to his chest, and he looked at her without blinking.

Sister Maria lowered her gaze. “Yes, your wife is alive,” she said softly, briefly laying a hand on his arm. “But … I am so terribly sorry. Your baby didn’t make it.”

A quiet sob escaped Viktor. He stared at her, his fists clenching inside the bandages until fresh blood seeped through the gauze. His child. The dream of years. The news that he might never become a father again, Sister Maria kept to herself for now — there was pain enough already.

Inspector Rossi stepped closer and laid a hand on Viktor’s shoulder. “Signor Viktor,” he said in a low voice. “I know this is hard to take in right now, but we’re here to help you. Please, rest a little. We’ll take care of everything else.”

Father Angelo too tried to speak soothingly to Viktor. “I’m here, if you’d like to talk to someone. It’s important not to be alone right now.” His words were gentle, yet Viktor seemed barely to hear them. His thoughts circled only around Nadja and the baby they had lost.

The police and the priest went on trying to calm and comfort Viktor. At last he sank into a chair, his face buried in his hands. His shoulders shook soundlessly. No one said anything more.

In the meantime, the fateful error went unnoticed. The surviving baby, who truly belonged to Nadja and Viktor, had been assigned in the confusion to the other woman. A mistake that would change forever not only the family, but the future of everyone involved.

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